where do the days go?

Time is flying! Every day seems to pass by and before I know it it's p.j. time and Jake is coming home again for the weekend. I have been in a slump the last month and I am finally ready to face the problem and DO something about it. The problem? I am still in my big girl clothes and am sick of it. It is my own fault, I have no one to blame but me. I started to hit the gym at 6 weeks post baby and it lasted for 3 weeks...and then wham bam I got lazy and stopped.
I am putting a schedule up on the fridge and an alarm on my phone to keep me in a routine. In January both girls will start going to the new daycare on post near my house 3 times a week so I can work out. Yep, Daycare...I have anxiety just thinking about it. But I have time to prepare for it; Isabelle will be 3 by then and she can keep an eye out for her little sis. (It also doesn't open till Jan.) Until then I will do weights 3 times a week and cardio 4 times a week.
So now that I have voiced my problem I feel like I can start over and fresh, again, cause I want to wear my skinny jeans come Christmas!

The girls are growing so fast. Isabelle talks like she is 10, Lydia is sweet as ever and is starting to laugh! I find her with her covers tossed off at night and almost side ways, that means rolling over is next. Aww my girls, how you grow so fast.

Next week is our big follow up at Carrie Tingly Hospital in Albuquerque, NM. As always I am so grateful for our insurance. Everything will be covered, gas, hotel stay, and food. It will be a long day, lots of Dr's, and I hope and pray for all good news developmental wise with our Lydia.

I was sicker than anything all day yesterday and today feel like I got the ba-jesus kicked out of me. But, the girls show no sign of getting it next so Amen to that.
Luckily my girlfriend came and took Izzy out of the house for a few hours. It was such a blessing. It is hard with Jake not home during the week.
I can not wait for this field time to be over with. This is the last full week.

As always, here are the pics of my cute little naughties!